試了半天
還是唱不到歌
28 December 2005
25 December 2005
改變
form grace's xanga
這幾年間發生的事
其實確是讓我改變了
我不能再自我沉迷的做事
當我一步步走進人群當中
從而踏進落差的弔詭?
我不能再回歸到當初
沒有人的境緻
在那個最珍貴的地方
我藏下在我出生以前
沉默的契約
直到死亡的那一天
我將會重新翻開契約的秘密
朗誦一遍
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index: think-aloud *想太多
24 December 2005
自發作
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index: other-wise 其他事
20 December 2005
尤甚
別人的痛苦尤甚於自己。
芳芳說給我聽的,
謝謝你。
我想要說的是,
我擔心的從來是你們,
我只是一個嚴肅呆板的人,
不太懂表達自己的關心,
只懂得在另一傍自己躲起來的怕,
在外面看著你們的失落。
suky,
我忘記了有沒有跟你們說,
在剛剛開始小書的時候,
我曾跟自己說,
「我首先對你們信任
當你們把這信任回歸於我時
便是我再一次超越自己的時候」
而我相信你們都是一樣的。
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index: dear-dear *親愛的
19 December 2005
還不外如是
還不外如是
最後我還是病了
星期六跟星期日整整的睡了兩天
有多久未發生過
noise
過敏症叫我一生也該得跟這些事作戰
空氣給予的
食物給予的
城市給予的
最叫我一蹶不振的卻是人給予的
對不起
我是依賴質疑去相信人相信事的
安全感對我來說從來也是奢侈品
我不哭求這亦沒可能能得到
而現在的病
卻是從這互聯網上把病毒給傳過來了
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index: fi/addle *隨便說
The Birth Order Predictor
You Are Likely a Second Born |
At your darkest moments, you feel inadequate. At work and school. you do best when you're evaluating. When you love someone, you offer them constructive criticism. In friendship, you tend to give a lot of feedback - positive and negative. Your ideal careers are: accounting, banking, art, carpentry, decorating, teaching, and writing novels. You will leave your mark on the world with art and creative projects. |
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index: mind-test *測自己
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: December 7 |
You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights. You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice! Your strength: Your self sufficiency Your weakness: You despise authority Your power color: Maroon Your power symbol: Hammer Your power month: July |
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index: mind-test *測自己
18 December 2005
oH No
今天看 forum 見到有人寫農民跟香港警察都不過是 WTO 跟美國的稀生品,
oh no!
是指稀有生存的品種嗎?
那麼美國甚至全世界都應該保護這「瀕臨絕種的生物」吧!
特此介紹我常去查錯別字的地方,
雖然能查到的詞彙不算多, 犧牲一詞也能查到的。
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index: fi/addle *隨便說
15 December 2005
11 December 2005
Blogthings - What Language Should You Learn?
You Should Learn French |
C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up... |
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index: mind-test *測自己
Blogthings - How Is Your Inner Child?
Your Inner Child Is Sad |
You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. |
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index: mind-test *測自己
07 December 2005
05 December 2005
終於來了
一件你覺的會發生的事情,這幾天終於來了,而且對你的未來會有深遠的影響。
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index: self-love *很愛嗎
04 December 2005
Attitude not aptitude determines your altitude.
deserted by hey_fruit at 00:02 0 mudlark
index: fa-mous *牠們說, fi/addle *隨便說